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Bubble.I sit in my seat, in the front. Not paying attention to what the teacher was saying. I'm in my own little world. I walk through the meadow.  I lay on the soft warm grass. Let the warm sun heat my skin. I hear something in the woods. I get onto my feet.There he is. I smiled, 'Wesley.' I whispered. He walked toward me smiling. He has the most beautiful smile. And I looked into my favorite light brown eyes. We lay on the grass. Staring into each others eyes. It started to rain. But we didnt care. I snuggled close to him. Buring my face into his shoulder. I kissed his neck...finding his sweet spot. I smiled wickedly at him. I straddled Bubble.
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DreamsI lay on the ground in the meadow. My clothes are soaked from the falling rain. I feel something warm stroke my cheek. I open my eyes and see a pair of light brown eyes.'Wesley.' I whispered. He smiled down at me. I smiled back. He picked me up and set me on my feet. He touched my cheek again...in the most gently way. He leaned in to kiss me.And then he turned me around and wraps his arms around my waist. He whispered in my ear, 'I love you.' He kissed my cheek. I smiled and turned around and kissed him ....then I  unwrapped  his arms from around me and started to run around the field in the rain. He runs after me. I laugh Dreams
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In My Own Little WorldPain.Depression.Sucidie.Regret. Lonelyness. This feeling is very painful....not knowing where he is...not knowing what he's thinking....not knowing what he's doing. We havent been knowing each other that long...6 months. but it feels like ive been knowing him for years. like he was apart of me. he said he loved me. when he left ....the real me left with him. she is still with him...he just doesnt realize it. i lock myself in  my room and blast music so no one will bother me. they dont understand...even though they say they do. they dont. maybe he'll realize whats he's losing when he is fucking that pothead whore. and then maybe he'l In My Own Little World
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broken piecesI've never felt this depressed about a break up before.  Never.  It feels like a huge hole has been punched through my chest.  Sending me flying over the borders of the states.  I love him.  I don't want it to be this way.  I'll do anything.  I will.  Just give me back my one and only.  I need him.  This is going to drive me insane.  I cut all of my hair off.  I cut my skin.  I sit in my room and listen to sad music in the dark.  All I hear in my head is 'I'm done with you'.  It echos .  I can't sleep.  I fall to the ground ,crying.  Losing my breathe. & broken pieces
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Please. I want him back.

Sat Oct 24, 2009, 6:12 AM
I'm in the biggest depression I've ever been in before.theres a huge hole that has been punched through my chest,what do i do? I dont know what to do. i love him. i want him back. ill do anything to get him back.he is my world ,my life. Im srry . Im srry . Im srry. Im srry. please come back to me. please. i love him. i want him to come back to me. please please please please.
help me, pray for me. i need him. please.

I love him.

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this is me. my name is Jillian. My friends call me Jill. Im 16.Im a very random person. I do random things. :P I cant help it. i want to travel new and different places. the first place i want to go to is Norway :). im in High school....i listen to music 24/7. i love to read books. books are a part of me that makes me happy sometimes. im ready to move out of my mothers house. im sick of it here. i dont like doing school work but i rather go to school than be here. anyways.....talk to me if you're into random people. :P

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: I wish it wasnt here.
  • Interests: dancing,movies,music,books,boys,walking on the beach,looking at stars,modeling.
  • Favourite movie: The Notebook
  • Favourite band or musician: I have too many
  • Favourite genre of music: ROCK
  • Favourite photographer: Mathias :)
  • Favourite style of art: Photography
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod
  • Wallpaper of choice: love
  • Personal Quote: you'll never leave where you are until you deicide where you'd rather be.

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*geodex 1 day 19 hours ago
Thanks for faving Car Trouble :)

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~pinch12 4 days 3 hours ago
thanks for the fave sweetie :heart: :)

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~pinch12 3 days 13 hours ago
:cuddle::heart:

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~Slashlover0630 5 days 4 hours ago
can i ask why did he leave?
and im sooo sorry. if you ever want to talk. im here,
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~BeautifulAngel100 5 days 4 hours ago
because he cant trust me.....
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~Slashlover0630 5 days 2 hours ago
why cant he trust you? trust needs to be in a relationship (although ive never been in one.)
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